What's wrong with me?
for one thing, I'm worthless,
pathetic, unbearable, annoying, irritating.
I've had a mental and emotional breakdown everyday, yet no one notices,
or they don't show that they do,
there isn't a day in my low life when I don't breakdown
When i don't think upon dying to make this world a better place for everyone.
the last time i was ever truly happy, was when i was three
fifteen years ago, well then, fifteen years of constant tears, breakdowns
I have "daddy" issues, because when i was a child
my father promised me that he would always be there for me
is he here now, was he there those >10 times when i tried to kill